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[11 Jan 2009|08:39pm] |
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My dearest, sweet, not-judgmental Journal,
I... am one of the biggest piles of nothing to have ever disgraced God's green earth.
Overdramatic, of course. But I'm allowing myself to be, if only so when I come back to read this I'll get mad and embarrassed and make myself never feel like this again.
I miss home. I miss it a lot. I hate being here. I want to be at home with my nagging mom and my silly little sister. I want to be held by my dad when we're watching some super gory war movie or talk with my older sister about what we want to do with our lives.
By the way, I have absolutely no idea what to do with my life. I know I don't have to have it all figured out right now. Well, that's according to everyone else's opinion. I'm a person who needs to know everything right now. I hate not knowing. I'm driving myself crazy with this college life.
I love how I can put on a big smile and say "Yeah, college three hours away from home is great!" and everyone will believe me. I love that I can tell people "Yeah, I want to be a doctor" and they'll say "Wow, awesome! You can do it, you know. You and your big smart brain". Being fake is the funnest profession ever, aside from being a hobo.
Guess what. I'm not that smart. Compared to some people, yeah I am. But being in this place, surrounded by people who know what they're here for and know how to get there, I can't help but feel like a complete know-nothing moron. I don't want people to tell me what I want to hear. Tell me the truth: I'm being a whiny dumbass who wants some attention. I've always denied wanting attention, but I crave it so much in my imagination. It's really sad how a lot of my imagined scenarios involve me being glorified in some way. Sure, that's human. But I disgust myself with it, and I disgust myself even further when I find I can't stop.
I want to go home.
I want familiarity during this time of not-knowing.
It's not an issue of making friends. I have friends here... but they're not the same. My real life friends that I truly value I've known for at least three plus years. The people here... yeah, they're nice. But coming from a town where I can look around the corner and see a cousin or someone I know... I just don't like it here.
I love that I can cry and not have my roommate notice.
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[18 Nov 2008|12:52pm] |
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Una Meme XD
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the meme as well as the person you got the meme from.
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Christmas Jazz- T-SO
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Illuminati- Malice Mizer ((O.O Christ I swear I'm not like that really.)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Anno Domine- T-SO ((... wtf. Yes, I would like my guy to be in the present -__-;;))
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Minas Morgul- Howard Shore ((I'm going to start telling people that I feel like epic music now.))
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Nabbed- Danny Elfman ((... I live to get nabbed? Or to nab? Who knows.))
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Taking Back Control- Sparta ((Haha. Currently it actually is. Taking back control... from my mom XD))
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Not Home- Stephen Lynch ((... that's so not cool. JUST BECAUSE I GO TO COLLEGE THREE HOURS AWAY DOESN'T MEAN I'M NOT PULLING AN OBI WAN ON THEIR ASSES.)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Aho Matsuri- Miyavi ((... I think about crazy stupid people dancing? o_o;;))
WHAT IS 2+2?
The Taming of Smeagol- London Philharmonic Orchestra and London Voices ((Try telling my math teacher that one XD))
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Gekka no Yasukyoku- Malice Mizer ((Well, when I find a person I like, I'll never forget him I suppose.))
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Taking Over Me- Evanescence ((Ha! But really, I do need you guys to live, to breathe.))
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
This Is Halloween- Danny Elfman ((My life is fucking candy and putting on a new disguise everyday. How depressing XD))
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Mixer At Delta Chi- Stephen Lynch ((O_O I DO NOT WANT TO BE A NASTY OLD PROFESSOR WHO PREYS ON COLLEGE GIRLS.))
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Into The West- Annie Lennox ((So when I find out who this guy is, I will give him comfort. His fears will pass away because of me and we will meet again when the other leaves. Fun times.))
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Itoshii Hito (Beta de Suman.)- Miyavi ((Wow. I sure hope that's what they think of me...))
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Coo Quack Cluck -Ku Ku Ruu- -Miyavi ((HAHA. And dammit that's that! *puts foot down* Shit that'd be hilarious.))
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Forever Love (Piano)- X-Japan ((Well, at least it's pretty?))
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
A Little Priest- Helena Bonham Carter and Johnny Depp ((... Really, I don't think about killing people and putting them in meat pies to sell to the public! Hahahahehe hah... >.>))
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
The Phantom Of The Opera- Michael Crawford and Sarah Brightman ((W00t! I have a creepy old guy teaching me to sing and he secretly wants me to love him! Le score. Hey those other songs about people I like make sense now! I'M MEANT TO BE WITH THE PHANTOM, SO SAYS THE MEME.))
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Priest- Stephen Lynch ((Shame on all of you, you dirty sodomizing persons of God. XD))
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
The Swordfight- Phantom of the Opera 2004 Soundtrack ((I don't want my Phantom to die! D: KILL THE FOP!))
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Jack's Obsession- Danny Elfman ((I'm not crucial to discovering Christmas, Jack! ... what are you going to do with that scalpel? No.. No! NOOOOO x.x))
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Love+Pain- Clor ((*snort* I guess.))
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Friend Like Me- Robin Williams ((IT'S TRUUUE. I'd laugh if I had a magic genie. Laugh maniacally that is.))
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Without A Sound- Sparta ((... Yeah, that'd make me cry I think.))
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
The Forbidden Pool- London Philharmonic Orchestra and London Voices ((Oops, it's forbidden. So nope. Aw darn, no dancing to "Coo Quack Cluck."))
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Faith Noel- T-SO ((... Yes. Jesus is quite frightening. When you're not on His side. So um... I suppose it's more of an awed fear?))
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Time Warp- Richard O'Brien ((Yes, the Phantom likes me and we will have elbow sex for all eternity. XD))
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Whip It- Devo ((I'll totally whip myself into shape. Or something o.o))
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Why Don't You Get A Job?- The Offspring ((I wish. Money I needs it.))
Whoever feels like doing it can! 8D
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
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| And then SHE said... |
[11 Nov 2008|04:07pm] |
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Welcome to the Pity Party! I'm your Master Complainer, Britt! Let's have some fun!
Or not.
So my roommate, who I've known since seventh grade, has her boyfriend (who I've known since freshman year of high school) visit her every weekend (or he just says "btw I'm coming up to see you <333~", I really don't know which). And that's fine with me.
Well, when he stays for a weekend.
He has this odd recently-developed habit of coming up here Friday and not leaving until Tuesday (I'm not even sure if he's leaving today or not, actually). And I wasn't bothered by it at first. I thought it was a one time thing.
Sorely mistaken am I.
It's like I've got a third roommate, only it's a dude, and a dude I used to have a crush on. Tell me how awkward that is. FUCKING. AWKWARD. And I feel like a third wheel, especially since they've taken to this new habit of whispering when I'm in the room. They could either go outside or say "Hey, can you give us a couple of minutes?" Shit, I wouldn't mind. It would probably make my lazy ass do some homework while I sat in the study room.
Did I tell you that I change in the closet before I go to bed now? Or when I come back from a shower?
Reason why: My roommate has apparently taken to staying in her pajamas all the time. No big deal, I did that when my parents left for the weekend. Hell I would have been naked the whole time if I didn't think people would be random and drop by for a chat. Anyway, since she's in her pajamas all the time and he just sleeps in what he's wearing, I'm the only one left to change at the end of the day. And the first time he was here, I didn't feel like being weird and saying "Hey dude, can you go outside for a minute while I change?" I'm just weird, I don't know. Anyway, I just moved myself in the closet and changed in there. It wasn't a big deal to me. I just figured that this would be a fine example of subliminal messaging that said "GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE ROOM PLEASE."
Anyway, after I was done changing in the closet he said "Y'know Britt, you could have said something and I would have gone out..." "Eh, it's okay." MORE SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING TO GTFO IN THE FUTURE.
He doesn't speak girl very well, I suppose, since it's now been that way since he stays here. Or I'm just being a moron and an idiot and should just tell him to leave while I change. I prefer blaming him for the purposes of this complaining session.
Don't get me wrong, I think it's nice that he comes to visit his girlfriend. I am incredibly thankful that he takes me and her home on the weekends when she asks. BUT.
I really don't think he needs to stay from Friday to Tuesday. It's. Just. Weird.
[/Pity Party. You can all go home now.]
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[10 Nov 2008|02:30pm] |
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I wish I didn't feel like a fucking disappointment.
I don't remember if I posted that I want to be a Spanish major (I think I did), but for those who are out of the loop (lol people read this shit?) I don't want to be a doctor.
So I checked out what it takes to get a Spanish degree here.
No matter what, I'd still have to take Calculus and Chemistry to fill GE credits. I can sort of understand taking a chemistry, but taking fucking Calculus to be a language major?
Fuck that.
Now I want to transfer to Fresno State because I'm pretty sure their placement exams will be a hell of a lot easier than Davis's was. I'm pretty sure I can take some kind of Algebra instead of Calculus, and their Spanish program is way better.
WELL, BRITTNEY. YOU FORGOT YOUR MOM.
Yeah, remember her? The lady that kind of gave birth to you some eighteen years back? Yeah, she kind of told every person she knew, or didn't know, didn't matter. You're going to UC FUCKING DAVIS. "BE AMAZED AT MY KID, WORLD."
You kinda forgot that she's already not too happy about you wanting to do Spanish. Oh, and how slick a move was this? You called her last night while you were telling her about next quarter's classes and said "Oh lol btw I want to transfer to Fresno State :B" Did you not hear the disappointment in her voice when she said "... we'll talk about it later."
And you'd like to think that your dad won't have as much a problem with it, but who knows that for sure? Sure, he's got incredible patience, but he always sounds so happy when he talks about school with you. There will be yet another level of disappointment for you to deal with. Let's not get started on Nani, shall we? Or Grampy, for that matter.
Don't forget how much your older sister and your cousins are going to make fun of you. They were already miffed when you said you're going to Davis. Now you want to go to their college? Oh, snap. Looks like little Miss Smarty Pants couldn't handle it.
Once again, why can't being a hobo be considered a respectable profession.
[/complaining/ angst/ being a stupid ass teenager.]
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[05 Nov 2008|05:03pm] |
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Well I feel like shit.
I convinced my roommate to go give blood (I had already done it earlier) and I told her that it's not that bad, it doesn't hurt that much, etc., etc.
Well fuck, Brittney. You should know by now that not everyone's the same as you. Hit yourself with a frying pan and kindly go crawl in a corner and die somewhere.
My roommate came back crying because apparently the lady who took her blood fucked up with the needle and after she was done it made her nauseous and she feels terrible and just left for class which she can't miss because there are questions that she can't make up.
I'm already skipping class right now because I'm still a little tired from giving blood, but it's mostly because I have a chem. midterm in three hours.
Main thing is, I feel like shit. I feel incredibly bad because I told her it wouldn't be that bad and she turns out to have the worst experience ever. I don't know if I'll be able to focus on my studying now and I really don't know how she'll feel about going to dinner in an hour. She probably won't want to.
I told her "I'm sorry" like five times when she was here, but she didn't say anything like "It's okay" or "It's not your fault." So I think she's really mad at me. I hope not.
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[28 Oct 2008|02:37pm] |
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Well.
I finally told my mom that I don't want to be a doctor. She said that was fine, what do I want to do? I say major in Spanish and minor in Italian.
"What can you do with that then?"
Here's where I get to be a whiny teenager. I'm still crying about this because I know she's disappointed with me. All my life I've been told I'm supposed to be a doctor because I'm so smart and blah blah blah.
Bullshit in a chef's salad. I call Shenanigans. Whatever. How would you know what I'm supposed to be? I don't know. It's something that has secretly pissed me off for years, and I didn't realise it until I actually got to college and started taking classes pertaining to the pre-med major. And guess what? I hate them. Granted, it's the first quarter, but I don't feel I'm in the right spot. Do any of you know how many people come here for pre-med or something medical? A whole freakin' lot. And about a third (don't quote me on that) end up changing their major to something else. This is hard and I don't think I like it one bit. Not that what I want to switch to won't be hard, but at least I'll like it.
I was told in high school that I was really good at Spanish, and not to be a braggart or anything, but I actually was good at Spanish. I liked it, it was fun. I've always loved words. Puns, double-entendre, irony, sarcasm, any way you can play with words, I love it. I love foreign languages. I think they're beautiful and I really wish English wasn't so cobbled and plain.
She told me that what I'm going to do is fine, whatever makes me happy. I wish I believed her.
End transmission. Whiny teenager, out.
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[24 Sep 2008|05:31pm] |
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So I's a college student nao :D
... Okay, almost. My classes don't start until Friday. Bleh. Tomorrow is the official day of instruction, but I has no classes on Thursdays D:
So I'm sitting with my roommate in our dorm. I've known her since high school so at least we already know how to live with each other :D
The cafeteria food here is so fucking awesome. I love the food here. It is so amazing that I could die from the amazingness. And they have flavoured water that is super-fantastic and I reeeeeally enjoy the strawberry kiwi stuff :3
Hopefully the days won't seem as long when I have my classes, because doing nothing since Saturday is kind of crappy. (Hermaphrodite- Stephen Lynch)
I'm kind of bored now. I think I'll sign off. Yeah. (Lake Pontchartrain- Ludo) G'bye y'all ♥~
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[08 Jul 2008|10:37pm] |
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... Okay. Ganked from Joy, because she's teh coolness. :D And I wanted to know too.
( Read more... )
o_oU Wow. I'm uneventful. And I forgot how to cut things, so sorry if I stretched your page rather unnecessarily XD [Forget this line, I figured it out x.x]
[Edit parte dos: Britt can't count and actually did 68 stupid things out of a lot of stupid things XD]
As for fan-fictions. I have quite a few ideas in mind, thanks to my twisted thinking and the brothers Grimm. So expect some stuff soon... ish ^^U
Bai! ♥~
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[23 Jun 2008|12:48pm] |
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HAHA. I live.
And I'm an adult as of Saturday, June 21.
PUT THAT IN YOUR PIPE AND SMOKE IT! NA NA NA NA NA~~~~~
Er, I mean... It is quite an accomplishment to have lived this long.
*sporfle*
Fan-fiction will be written, damn it all! I just need someone to talk with while I write it. DX
On a totally awesome note, my grandma bought me a Wii to take to college with me (I'm going to University of California, Davis, for those interested XDDD). Huzzah! ♥~
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[21 Jul 2007|06:48pm] |
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ASLDKJASLCVJOAIJE;OFAISLDHVAHOOFLA.
Harry Potter 7. HARRY POTTER 7. 8DDD Was not a bad book.
And I get to gloat. Because I called it XD ... Okay, not in the way Rowling wrote it, but still. I called it :DDD
AND OMG HOW COULD YOUUUUUUUUUUUU ;.; A very sad fan-base indeed. Well, concerning those who like them.
I personally am very happy with how the book turned out, save for the epilogue. I don't think it was necessary... XD But that's me.
More later. When I feel spoiler-tastic and spam you with cuts 83
G'bye! ♥~
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[16 Jul 2007|06:21pm] |
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HOMG I haven't updated in ever XD Hiiiiii everyone!
Yeah, so uh... I've been drawing very little as of late, since I've been trying to improve my writing skills for such things like the SAT and AP English.
Did you know that they already gave me my class schedule? (Let's Dance- David Bowie) I mean, jeez! School starts in a month! A MONTH. *cries* I don't wanna go back so soon! T_T
I can't believe I'm a senior. It's really trippin' me out. Where did my high-school days go?!
... oh, hold on. Making chicken ^^U
XDD My dad is such a dork. We were making dinner together and he was being such a dweeb (Yes, I know how weird that is for those of you who know what he looks like).
Me: *looks at what Dad brought home* Mm, bacon. Ooh, and fettucini alfredo! ^______^
Dad: Yup ^o^
Me: ... Why is there wine? To cook the bacon with?*
Dad: Psh, no. That's for me to drink! *takes a swig*
Me: ... XDD
(DDR Butterfly) * We're a Portuguese/ Italian family, so we cook a lot with wine XD
Hm....................... OMG. For serious, this dinner is like... the best ever and it's like an orgasm in my mouth. Chicken alfredo with bacon. Sweet Jesus I'm in heaven~ ♥
*COUGH* Anyway. THIS FOOD IS SO GOOD. Had to say it again. SORRY!
There were tons of bug-like things in my room and I attacked them with bleach and bug spray and I still don't feel safe and I think I just might leave Brie to sleep in here with them (did I mention she's been sleeping in my bed with me for like... a week? o___O)
Blah. Anyway, it's been a pretty sweet summer, I suppose. (DDR Drop The Bomb)
Eeeeeeeeeh I guess I don't do much. That's all I feel like saying.
... Oh yeah! Um... y'all should totally join Ebyno because it's an RP site that my friend Lauren and I co-created 8D (DDR Dream A Dream)
Here's the site thingy (I can't make links to save my life XDD *fails at HTML*) http://ebyno.proboards85.com/index.cgi
G'bye! ♥~
[Edit] Oh, I guess it linked you all by itself. Nifty!
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[21 Jun 2007|12:22pm] |
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It's my birthdayparty and I'll freaking cry if I want to, dammit! x3
I am seventeeeeeeeen! Dancing queeeeeeen! .......... I don't know the rest of the sooooooooong! x.x
Well, dang. Neither Crys, Kris, or Whitney can come eat dinner with us. Crys because she lives all the way across the continent (DAMMIT), Kris because ... I dunno. She can't (DOUBLE DAMMIT) and Whitney because her dad has an oak tree stuck up his ass (TRIPLE DAMMIT). But oh well. And I think we're going to eat dinner tomorrow night because the place I want to go to has only two times for the amount of people we have, and they're both very inconveniet. Blah, oh well again. XD I love my uncaring nature
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[13 Jun 2007|07:46pm] |
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Does anyone else think laundry sucks as much as I do? Seriously, my college wardrobe will be sweatshirts, sweatpants, t-shirts, socks, slippers, undergarments, and a bathrobe. I just don't freaking CARE. I'd be a nudist if I weren't modest. ... not really. But it's fun to shake people up like that :D
Omg... you can actually see the floor in my bedroom. ... Well, you could before, it's just a little bit clearer now. Man, I hope I can still find things when it's all over. >< This is what happens when my mom makes me clean. The order I had goes away and then I have to mess up the cleanness to find them all again. Rawr.
My dog is so cute. (Don Juan- Phantom of the Opera 2004 soundtrack) He stretches and yawns so adorably that I have to squish him every time. :3 (Space Oddity- David Bowie)
I didn't really sleep last night because of The Grudge 2, but that's okay. I snuggled wif my Squish, so all is good. And Dad let me sleep in today. Mom said it's something about us looking so sweet when we sleep.
I'm surprised I didn't wake up screaming, though. Kayako coming at me from my computer screen is just mean. T_T
I have such a lack of energy that it's killing me. I need to get up off my fat lazy tub of lard ass (XD) and do something. Like... stuff. o_o
8D Great news, I got everyone in my family to like RV! Ha, take that peope who don't give movies a chance! Bwahahaha! *win*
Holy shat, my dad just walked passed my window, but I didn't know it was my dad, so I thought it was some evil shadow of doom and it freaked me out like uber bad. X_X
I'm done here. G'bye! ♥~
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[04 Jun 2007|04:36pm] |
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I really need to stop getting into One Piece. It's just not healthy XD Especially since one of the guys is named Zoro (I absolutely refuse to call him Zolo. Just... no.). I am a die-hard Zorro-fan *is actually watching The Mark of Zorro right now* and with Zoro actually being a kick-ass swordsman, it just kind of fits and therefore makes me want to watch it more.
Damn Zoro/ Zorro and Zoro/ Zorro like things. >.<
I AM OUT OF SCHOOOOOOO~OOOOOOOL. 8D But I still have an advanced math class that I'm taking, but it's only for a week, and about 2 hours a day, so it's not bad. Doo doo doo I WIIIIIIIIIII~IIIIIIIIIN.
Hey, I have no music on! *remedies that* (Have A Nice Day- Bon Jovi)
I recently got back into Harvest Moon 64. I can't help it. That game is too addictive for its own good. Like Zelda and DDR. And FullMetal Alchemist: Curse of the Crimson Elixir. That game is way too addicting too. Damn little black sperm-like monsters. They're so funny looking, snapping their evil spermy jaws at me. Hey, another addicting thing is "The Impossible Quiz." It's on addictinggames.com. Search it. It's fun, time-consuming, a little frustrating, but still awesome. I got to level 40 last night. That game requires almost little to no logic, and the little logic there is comes from the insane part of the brain, so it's really awesome.
DAMN THE MENSTRUAL CYCLEEEEEE. It sucks majour ass. (Space Oddity- David Bowie)
Oh hey, back to that Harvest Moon 64 game. Bailey got on to her game and bought a sheep, and she decided to name her animals after the food they become. (i.e. Her chickens Tender, Fried, and Crispy. BBQ soon to come.) So I, being the genius I am, tell her to name the sheep Haggis, because, hey, it's a food, and she wouldn't call it Mutton. Anyway, Bailey says okay to Haggis, but spells it totally wrong.
Sheep, thy name is Hagass.
*CLAP CLAP*
*cough* Hokay. That's pretty much all I have to say. Except that I agree with Roxanne about how PotC 3 kicked ass. It rocked my freakin' socks off. 8DDD
G'bye! ♥~
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[23 May 2007|05:20pm] |
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:D I missed school today because I felt like it x3 Fun stuff. Should've done this more often during this last school year. But I didn't, because I'm a goody-goody like that D:
My roller coaster is finished, and Sara and I "easily received the Most Creative" (direct quote from my Honours Chemistry teacher :D). I would've killed things if we didn't. Staying up all night for the damn thing and going to school. I'm okay with staying up the whole night and doing nothing THEN going to school. But staying up all night and working and THEN going to school is too much work. (Insomnia by DJ Tiesto)
I have so much laundry to catch up on it's not even funny. ... Okay, maybe a little, but still. I'm just freakin' lazy. I don't like doing laundry. Druther walk around in my pj's or in a bathrobe. Easy wardrobe, ne?
Grr, I need to finish that Jay Chou drawing TODAY. Pandy is just giving me these teary-eyed looks (not really, but still) and I just can't handle it. Plus I have to draw Eric's birthday present and then my mom's (she wants me to draw me, of all things!). Rah. Hate hate hate. And then I need to finish Great Expectations. And do the rest of my math. I wish it were next Thursday. No more school. (Girls, Girls, Girls by Motley Crue)
:D:D:D Speaking of school, next week I don't have to go on Monday (Memorial Day), and on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday I don't have to go till 9:45 in the mornin'~ And Thursday would be the last day of school, so I wouldn't go Friday. Although I do have that cram session, it's only four days long and about two or three hours a day, so I don't really care. Plus I have art lessons this summer. More water-colour. Joy.
Don't get me wrong, people. I like water-colour. I just... I'unno. I like painting, but I'm too much of a sketcher. And even there it's mostly for cartoons and anime. T_T Foof.
Keeping depressed mode, Whitney is going to Hnaford West this next school year. I will no longer have her to keep me somewhat sane and will have to deal with Sydney, who will continue to call me fat and a dyke (though never in the same sentence). She pisses me off because she bases the dyke part of her insults on my hair. Grr. (Mother by Danzig)
I'll hold out for the last bit of school. Hopefully Sydney won't call me all summer, otherwise I'll just blatantly ignore her. I'm at the point of not caring anymore. :D
EEEEEEEEEEE DUDE THERE IS A "MELLOW" MOOD. They just need to take off the w. *fixes* Mucho bueno 8DDD (Born To Be Wild by Steppenwolf)
DAMN I HAVE TO DO A FREAKING SPANISH ORAL REPORT AND I DON'T WANNAAAAAA (You Give Love A Bad Name by Bon Jovi) Grrr I hate oral reports with a passiooon. T_T Stinkin' teacher. CURSE YOOOOOU
I'm gonna go back to whatever I was doing now. G'bye! ♥~
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[05 May 2007|10:44pm] |
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SO. Spider-Man 3 is frecking AWESOME.
James Franco is a flipping genius. He can go from being sinister-evil-I-keel-j00-ded to Ahmahgawd-I'm-so-cute-and-adorable-just-like-Jared-Padalecki back to sinister-evil-I-keel-j00-ded once again to Ahmahgawd-I'm-so-cute-and-adorable-just-like-Jared-Padalecki-except-now-I'm-Phantom-of-the-Opera-status-so-love-me-and-my-deformed-face. Which I do. Very much.
AND EMO!PETER PARKER AND EMO!SPIDER-MAN ARE SO HOT I HAD LIKE A MILLION MELTDOWNS. Seriously, throughout the whole movie, when something incredibly sexy would happen, I'd be like "HO SHIT *PUDDLE*" (And of course, "Animals" by Nickelback has to play right now XD)
So. Me and Sara-chan are building a roller-coaster out of popsicle sticks for our Honours Chemistry class. It's gonna be freakin' awesome. I've even downloaded carnie music (Apparently, that song is called "Entry of the Gladiators" ... yeah, whudathunkit) and we're gonna paint it and have "cotton candy" and popcorn and junk and it's gonna be freakin' AWESOME. 8DDD
OKAY DUDE WAIT. I have something else to say. Ian, Sara-chan's boyfriend, came over to help us with our roller-coaster since he did his last year, and he all of a sudden had to go to the bathroom. Brie was in the front bathroom at the time, soaking and becoming all prune-like, and I wasn't about to let Ian go through my mom and dad's room to take a piss. So I told him to go out to the garage since there's a bathroom out there. He goes, and as soon as he's out the door, I say (jokingly, I might add) to Sara-chan "Hope you [Ian] don't walk in on my uncle taking a shower~"
GUESS WHAT HAPPENS. XDDD
Okay, not exactly. My uncle was about to take a shower. But really, Iann even knocked a few times before opening the door, and then when he did finally open the door, my uncle was like "WOAH WOAH WOAH" and disappeared behind his door. Ian was like "O___O I just... uh... need to use the bathroom." My uncle tells him that's fine, go ahead.
GUESS WHAT HAPPENS. XDDD
My uncle talks to Ian while Ian is takin' a piss! XDDD Oh my gosh, as soon as he walked through the back door, his eyes were all "O_____O" and I just knew what I had said earlier had come true- to some extent. ("Stonehenge" by Spinal Tap)
Haaa. I took the SAT this morning. What a biiiitch that was. It wasn't hard, not really, but it was really annoying. Especially that frigging essay. I can't write a fairly decent essay in 25 minutes. It just... doesn't work very well. I got 5 paragraphs, though, so that should get me some points. Mrs. Borrego said they looked a bit more at length rather than content, though I think the content was pretty okay. The essay was on something about knowledge being a blessing or a burden. X_X ("Helena" by My Chemical Romance)
I'm drawing Chinese rapper (I almost wrote "raper" x_o) Jay Chou for our Chinese exchange student. He's such a cutie :3 I have yet to listen to his songs, though, since Pandy burned the CD on her computer, and since it's all in (dee dee dee) Chinese, it won't transfer to my pathetic American computer. Maybe I can get Twitch to go all techno-genius on it and force it to give me teh music of awesome. But anyway, back to the drawing. I need to get it done this weekend, because I promised Pandy I'd get it to her Monday, and because she looks so hopeful and it's almost like... painful to look at her because of her pitiful puppy dog look. And she's short, too! Midgets always get me with their shortness. It's too damn adorable. ("China Girl" by David Bowie)
There are... 16 and 1/2 days left of school! YAAAAAAAAY! 8DDDD *dance party happy whoo*
Damn, I'm hungry. o.o Stupid Brie, making me crave KFC like that. I'm on my freakin' CYCLE. Don't make me crave things! T_T I had to bake a cake because Sara-chan was hungry and then I asked her if she wanted cake and then she said "Well, I dunno..." and then I said "Well, now I want cake, so I'm going to make one!" and so I baked a cake. A cinnamon swirl one. Hot damn was that tasty coming out of the oven. I mean, piping hot cake is seriously one of the best things in the world. It makes the cake taste better or something. OOOH. Secret to baking: When adding water to your mix, use drinking water (not from the sink). It makes the cake rise higher 8D Wheeeeee!
I'm so happy no one can see me dancing in my swivel chair. It would be bad. XD Sheez, I'm hyyyyyyper. ... High-per? Hm... ("Magic Dance" by David Bowie)
Mmm, I think I'm done now. Gonna go......... I'unno. Do stuff. Perhaps make tea. And eat cake. Aaaaaand.......... stuff.
G'bye y'all! ♥~
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[29 Apr 2007|09:18pm] |
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Okay, so, One Piece is basically all kinds of awesome because there are pirates. XD But, there is in fact one burning question.
If Luffy is the "rubber man," does he need to use a condom when he wants sex? ... Would he even get anyone pregnant? o_o? Answers will be laughed at hysterically 8D
I know, it's a stupid question. It's supposed to be lame, so there. Y'all should know by now that I'm a fairly stupid person with overly lame jokes >.>
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[25 Apr 2007|09:56pm] |
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So, "Tribute" by Jack Black is totally a funny song. And then you listen to "Stonehenge" by Spinal Tap afterwards so you can die of laughter.
I am a horrid bad procrastinator. I've got two drawings to do (One of Jay Chou for Pandy and one of Simba, Timon, and Pumbaa for Eric) and I've got things to write because Crys is like... yeah. So I have to write now. >_>
I'm also delaying on doing my math homework. Even though I have four problems left. That's with skippingo one, btw. I'll do my Spanish, because it's so freakin' easy. *cough* I need to catch up on reading Great Expectations (Charles Dickens, y'all), because the book report I'm s'posed to do for it is due the 17th of May -___-
Oooooh "Animals" by Nickelback makes me dance so much. I love that song like nobody's business. Seriously people, listen to it at least once. For me? I'll be happier if you do.
Man, that random fever killed me. And so is the headache it left behind. It hurts to blink right now... Is there something in my eye? I wonder...
Have I ever told y'all that I love my swivel chair? It's the best freakin' thing to sit in besides the recliner in the living room. Except I have to swing my legs over the side of one of the arms and then curl up all funny like in the corner.
Dammit, it's 10:00. Do I know where my children are? ... Hopefully they're still eggs. I mean, come on, I don't want children. Maybe later. Slight maybe. Unless they were Mello's or Mori's babies. I'd do that. Yep. Shut up, I know they're not real. Reality sucks, okay? Sheez.
So, whore-bitch Sidney likes to call me fat every chance she gets, even though she's about as big as a truck herself. I shouldn't say that, but it's true. Rah. "Bicycle" by Queen is somewhat cheering me up. Hello, Teddy from Twitch :D He likes to perch on my printer :B What a good little percher he is.
My bed has sock monkey sheets on them. They're really cool. I think one is wearing a chef's hat. I'm going to eat a sour thing now. My bad, things. Had three.
Tomorrow I have to get up at the first sight of the ass-crack of dawn because I'm going to Monterey Bay Aquarium to look at jellyfish 8D Jellyfish are so pretty. Mayhap I'll eat some seafood while I'm there. Mmm, "Back in Black" by ACDC. I sound like I'm promoting a bunch of people with all these song-name droppings. XD Wahaha. I don't care. I want you to know what I'm listening too, just so you know what sort of contributes to the insanity.
Have I mentioned I love Ouran High School Host Club very much? Both manga and anime? Gawd, they're the best, I swear. It's the kind of manga I'd love to create, one with kind of no plot, really, just a bunch of running gags with some random self-insertions here and there. Whee.
I want cake.
Haha, Twitch, I'm looking at the butterfly you painted on my wall. :D It's so interesting.
Apparently some people at school (I don't know who, exactly) think I'm a lesbian because of my hair. Rah. People suck. I'd tell them to look at my aunt, who was married to a man (who died 2 years ago T_T) and had children with that man! Grrr. I am straight. Straightstraightstraight. Except for when it comes to Crys. Then I'm kind of her whore. But that doesn't count, because that's only on Wednesdays. ... Which is today. Damn. *hands over cash to Crys* Enjoy, mah pimp.
"I Wanna Be A Rockstar" by Nickelback.
I'm cutting this off now. I have to do my homework at least now before I completely forget. G'bye, y'all. Mucho love and whatnot.
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[insert long angry rant about my mother here]
Okay, I'm better now. Sorta.
Apparently, my mom thinks that I'm "losing touch" with the friends in my class because I hang out with underclassmen. How is this possible when I have 6 classes with them a day?! And I'm constantly helping people in every class, too! Honestly, it makes me so mad that she makes such huge assumptions about me. Just because I haven't stayed the night at a junior's house for a while doesn't mean I've lost all contact with them. Sheesh.
Does she even know how few people there are that actually understand me at that school? Honest to God, there's only two, and that's Whitney (a freshman) and Bri (a 7th grader). Whoop-de-freaking-doo, they're younger than me. Who the hell besides her gives a shit?
Also, I practically go to Kristina's house weekly. Is Kristina not someone who's my age? Please, let me know if she spontaneously aged 50 years or became younger. I'll just tell you I don't give a rat's ass and still hang out with her anyway.
And Crys! I may not hang out with her physically, but she's practically the only one I talk to online. She's older than me by what, 4 years? La-dee-freakin'dah! It's nice to have older friends! And what the hell, Mom never got on Brie's case when she hung out with only the seniors her freshman year in high school. This is so freaking stupid.
I'm done now. I feel much better ranting to absolutely no one :D Okay, so I'm not. But whatever. I don't think anyone really reads this anyway. Except for me, of course. I know, I'm that much of a loser to go back and check over what I've written.
FROM NOW ON I'M-A BE MY OWN BEST FRIEND! o_O Random, yes. True? Nah. I love Kristina, Crys, Whitney, and Bri too much.
I go away now. *trudges off*
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[09 Apr 2007|01:02am] |
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DUDE YES. THIS IS MY OBITUARY. LOVE IT, FEAR IT, ETC. ETC.
That is so rockin'. XD Just had to share that with ya'll.
AND HOW I SHALL BE REMEMBERED~
SO TAKE THAT, BITCHES. WHOOOOO! ... Does Mello count as an imaginary friend? o_o
AND MY LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT!
... YES. THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I'LL DO. And I do regret not eating more sugar out of the bag. T_T
AND MY LAST WORDS!
Yes, please remember me that way. Because I am that way. XD
AND HOW I DIED IN THAT MODERN ART MUSEUM!
Um... the modern art museum had a dairy queen in it. Yeah... XD
AND APPARENTLY I'M GOING TO HELL. HERE'S WHY.
... Dude.
AND HOW MY LIFE WILL BE A MOVIE.
Yeah. Except Woody Allen SUCKS ASS. e.o Oh well. I have a cool movie title.
Okay. So that's all my death stuff. G'night. Sort of. I'm still writing. XD
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